Goldfish
An abundance of goldfish

A story from Titus Benton, our founder and president.

On January 12, 2010, at 4:53 p.m. a 7.0 magnitude earthquake rocked the brittle foundation of the nation of Haiti. It demolished buildings and toppled the already fragile hope of the inhabitants of the poorest country in the western hemisphere.

Thirty-three aftershocks followed, each of which registered at least a 4.2 on the Richter scale. Three million people were instantly in need of emergency aid. Over 225,000 are estimated to have died. An additional 300,000-plus were injured.

My wife and I were discussing the tragedy at home one night when my five-year-old daughter overheard us talking. She started asking questions about Haiti and we tried to explain how it was a poor country where people didn’t have everything they needed. As my little girl heard stories about what they were dealing with in that country, she was moved to action. She also had a lot of questions.

Finally, she just came out and stated the obvious. It didn’t make any sense to her that people in Haiti would have so little when we had so much. “Much” is a relative term, I know. At the time my family lived in about a 1,100 square foot house. I was a student pastor. My wife was a nurse. We had what we needed, but not much else. To some, we didn’t have “much.” To the residents of Haiti, we may as well have been Bill and Melinda Gates.

We’d been discussing what we could give. Our church had a relationship with a missionary couple there, and we were taking up a special offering for the recovery work. I don’t know if it confused her why we had to take up an offering or what, but she was not okay with the fact that the people in Haiti were suffering. As we went into the kitchen to retrieve a snack one night she articulated one of the questions she was having trouble answering most.

 “Why doesn’t God just give the people what they need?”

It was a valid question, one most people have asked at one point or another. She wasn’t asking out of a position of doubt. She knew God was powerful. She knew He had blessed us with more than we needed. What she didn’t understand was why He hadn’t done the same for everyone. Even now, several years later, her innocent question resonates with me. It probably does with you, too. Why does God allow that kind of inequity?

My daughter and I sat down at our dining room table to eat a snack, and I opened up a bag of those goldfish crackers, dropping an enormous handful in front of her eager little fingers. I mean I had never been so generous as I was that evening. Then I gave myself a single cracker. She stared at my minuscule snack but paid me little attention. She began to eat and after one bite I quickly ran out.

I sat there for a while and then I started asking some questions of my own.

“Why do you think God let me have one cracker when you have so many?” I asked.

She just looked at me. You would love my daughter if you knew her. Beautiful eyes like her mom. She really is a treat to be around. On this night, her charm was irrelevant to me. I had an important lesson to teach.

 “Do you think it’s unfair that you have so many crackers and I don’t have any?”

I could see on her face that she was making a loose connection. Still, she munched away. I sat in silence for a while.

“I wish I had more to eat,” I mumbled under my breath to no one in particular.

 “Just get more out of the bag,” she suggested, pointing at the bag on the table. Smart kid. She must’ve been hungry or something. When I shook the empty bag in front of her face she knew her solution would not work, however.

I was quiet a little longer so my daughter could think. Then I started to lay it on thick.

“I’m just so hungry. If there were only some more crackers somewhere I could have more. God is so unjust to only give me one cracker. How could God do this to me?”

I knew a five year old probably didn’t know what “unjust” meant, but she was learning as the seconds ticked by. I kept my foot on the gas.

“If God really loved me, I would have more crackers. I don’t have what I need. I need more to eat. It’s God’s fault! It’s God’s fault I don’t have any more to eat!”

To this day I don’t know if my daughter was just tired of hearing me whine or if she was starting to get the point, but I did see a little flicker in her eye. She stared at her mound of goldfish. She had started with so many that she had barely put a dent in the pile at this stage.

Then she looked at me. I thought I saw a trace of sympathetic recognition in her flat smile.

“What?” I asked, feigning ignorance. I wasn’t going to make her do anything.

Slowly, she reached down and grabbed a single goldfish. She pressed it between her index finger and the table and slowly scooted it in front of me. She repeated the gesture several times. Then, as she realized how much I appreciated her generosity, she scooped up a small handful of goldfish crackers in her chubby palms and dumped them in front of me. I don’t even like those things that much, but I ate every one of them that night.

My daughter learned an important lesson that night, and I did too. Perhaps for the first time, I realized I was holding a fistful of crackers--and there was a whole mess of people around the world who were hungry for a snack. Most of my life I had just expected them to reach in and get more out of the bag while I chomped away at my abundance.

The problem was not God’s injustice. The problem was my clenched fist.

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I paid my idiot tax
 Proof I paid the tax.

Proof I paid the tax.

Yes. I did it.

I looked at that 1.6 Billion dollar prize for the Mega Millions draw and said to myself “Ok, I’ll buy a ticket.” My three kids laughed at me because they have been taught that the odds of winning the lottery are so rare you might as well throw that money spent away. The idiot tax.

Inevitably though, the conversation always turns to what we would do with the money if we won. And it is amazing how fast that money can be spent. Houses, cars, education, taking care of family and many other options. I suspect it is a pretty common conversation being held all over the country today.

“We can finally afford to be generous!”

That’s a statement I fully believe is repeated by a lot of folks when they consider winning the lottery. They want to be generous with their money but at their current financial state they do not see a path to making it happen. All that needs to happen is for them to become wealthy.

But what is wealthy? One of the most powerful websites I have found to consider our wealth is www.globalrichlist.com. I strongly encourage you to take a moment to go through the exercise of visiting the site, entering your annual income and finding out how wealthy you are compared to the entire world. For example, I entered $60,000 as an annual income which is typically used as the lower end of middle class in the USA.

 Results for $60,000/yr wage from http://www.globalrichlist.com

Results for $60,000/yr wage from http://www.globalrichlist.com

Do those results change your perspective on how wealthy you truly are right now?

Perhaps it is our priorities that need to change when it comes to generosity.


The Widow’s Offering (Mark 12:41-44 NIV)

41 Jesus sat down opposite the place where the offerings were put and watched the crowd putting their money into the temple treasury. Many rich people threw in large amounts. 42 But a poor widow came and put in two very small copper coins, worth only a few cents.

43 Calling his disciples to him, Jesus said, “Truly I tell you, this poor widow has put more into the treasury than all the others. 44 They all gave out of their wealth; but she, out of her poverty, put in everything—all she had to live on.”

What is it that we are taught from a young age about this story from the Bible? Our generosity is more about sacrifice than the amount given. It is the heart behind the gift and not the size. How many of us truly have taken that lesson from acknowledgement in our minds that it is true to a demonstration of obedience? There are very few of us living in the USA and Canada that cannot find a way to give more.

Why not try being a little more generous? You know what I know for a fact will happen? You won’t notice that the money is gone. I cannot explain how God does it, but whenever my family has pushed ourselves to give a little more on our limited budget we have never gone without whatever it was that we were worried we would not have. Rent gets paid. Food is purchased. Cars have gas. School fees are taken care of. Every. Single. Time.

You can afford to be generous.


Give 25

Do you want to have a laugh? Go visit this article about 10 Weird Kickstarter campaigns that got funded.

Crowdfunding is something that the world is discovering for raising capital to pursue projects. You have an idea, you need financial capital, so you ask people to each give a small piece of the total cost and before you know it the project is funded.

(Fun fact: missionaries have been using crowd funding for years as their method of raising support!)

What if you could join a crowdfunding campaign towards a worthy project? Not for the creation of an ostrich pillow or an inflatable sculpture of a legendary singer, but something that would change the world. Your small gift could be combined with hundreds of others to cause big impact for people who need it.

That’s the heart of what we do at The 25 Group. We collect small gifts, usually of $25 and combine them to support worthy projects being done by Christian ministries around the world. Our team locates these projects, gets to know the people behind them and what their passions are and then invites you, our audience of partners to give to see one more project funded that helps spread the Gospel of Jesus through word and deed.

The Give 25 campaign is our way of inviting you to get involved with us leading up to Thanksgiving and on to the year end to raise money for two ministries to drill water wells. You may not be able to get to India to share the Gospel in a village that has never heard it. But your $25 gift puts you on the team of church planters entering a new village, drilling a well to provide clean water and then proclaiming that Jesus is Lord.

Is that something you want to be a part of?

Then join us this winter. Give $25. Start your journey towards greater generosity. Then invite your friends to also give $25. Make this a movement of people learning that they can afford to be generous and seeing the world changed by the simple act of financial sacrifice.